Fork~

I'm at the fork of the road now. Too many things on my plate and I lost control of how to control them. Too many things to consider, and too many things in mind. I stopped asking opinions because that's how other people feel, and they may not be how I feel. I don't want to get myself more confused with the already confusing situation.

I keep asking myself. Am I willing to take the risk? In fact every decision has its risk. Either way I will certainly be facing some regretful moments, thinking of "I should have done this and that". There is no perfect decision, and there is no ideal solution. Either way I will have to sacrifice something, and to be responsible with my decision.

Argh! Lets take a deep sleep and think about it tomorrow again.

P/S: Sometimes it is good to clarify, rather than to keep in the heart and keep thinking why. I hope she will find her answer. I'm happy for you my friend. You've changed so much to becoming a better woman. =)

Decision

Sometimes l get myself confused by asking too many opinions. To the extent that other people's opinions have flooded my mind and heart and I can't hear the voice in my heart.

This time around I am just going to forget about how other people think and listen to myself.

Had a quiet moment for myself and I think I have made up my mind. The rest I will just leave it to God. If it is yours it will be yours.

Good night to myself. =)

La La La~

*La La La La La La, Sing a happy song...*

I wonder if all girls do the same, but I definitely is one of them.
I spend 25 minutes in the bathroom reflecting and thinking, then I spend another 2 minutes to shower. Hahaha~ and today I sorta understand myself a little bit more.

I like myself the most when I first joined the company.
That time I know nothing but I am fear of nothing too. =)

When you have no money~

Yesterday I forgot to bring my wallet out, and while on the way home after gym, I only left RM5 with me, the balance of the money I loaned from my colleagues. The traffic was bad, my tummy is growling, and I was thinking maybe I can stop by the drive thru along the highway to get myself some fast food snack, maybe a box of nuggets or so.

So I stopped by and briefly glanced through the menu. The talking machine is asking me for order but after hesitating for a while, I said sorry and went away. The nuggets itself cost RM6, before tax. I can just sigh and make my way home.

Nowadays things have been getting so expensive or our currency is getting smaller?

Unconditional Love?

What is unconditional love?

Besides my parents, I haven't seen any.