Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Shame of Myself~

Something embarrassing happened today.

I was happily talking about my product to a doctor in a hospital today. Full of passion, as I always do. But then she came to ask me a simple question, the data that I should know inside out by now, the data that should be at my finger tips by now.

When she asked, unfortunately to say my mind was blank. I forgot the data, I don't exactly remember the smaller details. Embarrassed, I told her that I will get back to her as soon as possible. In a way I am lucky because she is still a relatively junior doctor, I am lucky because this did not happen in front of some specialists, and I am lucky because I was not working with any of my bosses.

Sigh~ Not that I didn't read my data, just that I didn't memorize the data inside out. Nowadays I feel that I am super disorganized. Things are all scattered around my table. I don't have a to-do list to keep my progress on track. My selling tools (clinical papers and some promotional materials) are running low since weeks ago, and yet I still havent get my ass up to go get more from the office. Last Ipoh trip I kinda went empty handed, I just did with what left in my car. @@"

This Saturday is my dad birthday and yet my boyfriend remembers better than me. Argh! Need some help.

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